Nightmare😌

I’m still waiting under the moon
great hope,that you’re coming soon
The moon shines, rays of lovely pink
I give it a long glance,as my eyes blink
the fading horizon, forces me to think
time goes fast,heart begins to sink

‘I think today the night’s too long’
or is it because I stay awake alone?
my ego reminds me am enough old
enough to tolerate the killing cold

Something that makes my heart doubt
with no delay,I turn to pull it out
I don’t wanna hide the anxiety state
It can turn my entire love to hate

Exhausted like climbing a steep hill
I think I better take a nap ,to rest
I sit down calm,my heart so still
and waited below the Hill’s crest

A little nap never kill, I say ,then I lay
Then suddenly up I jerk, and stood
my head so high as if a hay
stood over the cracky and dry wood

The minutes quickly were turning five
but to me it took my whole lifetime
“Patience,the best basic for a wait”
I think ,,but no ,it’s already eight..!
no regret either,it was my fault
‘this kind love, bitter than salt

I don’t wanna think of it again
makes me recall the same pain
how long shall I stand en wait ?
have you dragged me on a fish bait ?

but…..suddenly

Voices of the chirping birds
“maybe it’s you, at least not bad..”
I struggle to open my thick eyes
cold breeze freezing in like ice

Turn myself and look above..
I realize there’s nothing there like love!!
Can’t hold my mind to let the scream
I admit it was only a DREAM…!!

I turn myself over the bed
slowly and sadly ,I cover my head
The eastern horizon’s turning red
lazily realizing it’s already morning
can’t help myself, to cease the mourning.!